2010 Thoughts

The year in conclusion is one of many thoughts; as doors closed others were opened immediately afterward.

Relationships which ended resulted in an opening for a better love and joy to come into my life.

I lost a special friend; Leland Truhlar on March 22nd 2010. Memory of his efforts in life will never leave me. His willingness to give and assist others should be adopted and embraced by others; the world would indeed be for the better.

A special daughter was adopted into a love filled home; the possibilities of such love being extended to a family of birthright was stripped of them; unloved, ignored, and denied such possibility. Such a chapter is now concluded, and ending in positiveness.

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An ex wife was stripped of her parental rights while chained and handcuffed to a table; the possession of her physically was very apparent, the demon inside her was locked down in it's cage Debi's physical self as it twisted turned and churned inside her it screamed loudly in the court room; "He owes me! I should not be here! If he was paying his spousal support I would be free of all of this!"

To my extended family by marriage I will state this; I owe your daughter NOTHING! In capital letters I will in turn YELL it back. She stole thousands of dollars from me over 7 years of marriage and stuffed it up her nose while I was enslaved to General Dynamics and Northrop Grumman; two thankless entities that consumed my loyalties without a "thank you" uttered in return. Personal items such as a family created; table made by my grandfather, a coin collection of silver from the 1840's to 1964, and a Stamp collection worth over $15,000 simply walked away.

The home at 2240 Anthony Court was utterly destroyed from within; a kitchen was stripped of all; no longer functional, the heater exhaust was routed into the home and was on FULL BLAST filling the house with carbon Monoxide on the night of 1 May 1995 when I received it filled with 3 1/2 feet of trash, smelling of mice and dog piss, covered in graffiti from wall to wall throughout the home; the magic mushroom art in the main bedroom will never leave my memory. The soaked blood at the bottom of the stairs s surely representative of the accident which occurred to my daughter Juanita, and covered up by Helen Ballard, and Dr. Phillup Ballard; someone stitched the wound on Penelope's head.

Seeing Deborah Cherie Meazell in an orange jump suit in the El Paso County jail was not satisfaction for me. Such a moment will not restore the over $65,000 in damage to my home, nor will it make Penelope remember how to speak in sentences and become much aware. Debi suffers from a possession which has turned her into a prostitute and whore; she ruined her children and marital home. Debi's parents do not get to extend their anger at me for how she fell off the apple tree but they can compensate me for 7 years of raising their grand daughters, and the damage to my home; if not I will continue to paint a story the community of Colorado Springs, Colorado will enjoy hearing as a soap opera; as dirty laundry that lingers.

In closing; I am grateful to Kay Alonzo for taking care of my little one, for embracing "Penny" as her daughter and loved one.

Christmas 2010 Refections - Angels

It is "Angel's" and I'll relate my story about Angel's... 12 years ago I was a USAF Master Sergeant who believed I should reveal to my troop's where they will possibly end up one day... inside a VA hospital in the waning years and moments of their life. I wanted them to become more politically involved and aware of the ongoing turmoil within our VA system so I took them to the Denver VA Hospital for a first hand look.

I have always been willing to thank earlier veterans for their contributions to our nation; their sacrifice and patriotism is appreciated and there are many in our VA hospitals who are overlooked day in and day out after their contributions and I sought to have an impact within my circle of influence.

On that trip I walked through the front door; awaiting me was "Charlie" a retired Sergeant who was on his last legs of life with the drip bottle attached to him. He was a pitiful sight in his final moments, a stark contrast from what was his much mightier patriotic self years earlier. He spoke weakly and meekly to me in what was surely his most precious final moments of life. He said to me;"Sarge... come here, please. "

I could barely hear him.. the years of loud race cars, jet noise, M-16's, grenade launchers, and screaming kids had made me strain to hear him. I felt it was important... I knew it was important... He continued; "I am Charlie, a retired US Army Sergeant. Many years ago I stood on a battle field in Korea and I watched men be overwhelmed and slaughtered. I cried out to God on that moment. I screamed out "God help me!" on the battlefield. I was 22 years of age, and had watched my friends continue to die on all sides around me."

I was transfixed by this moment. Charlie continued; "An Angel came before me. The Angel was over 14 feet tall, and it was as I was... a very tall bright gleaming white man with wings, a shield, and a sword that shined. I fell to my knees, and praised God for answering me. I promised I would tell this story every day of my life to anyone who would hear of it, a moment that I experienced. I proclaim to you there is a God, and such Angel's do reside amongst us."

I was captured by this story... My nick name is "Charlie" (actually it is "Charlie D") and the few who know of this are dead and gone. The secret of such a nickname would be only known by God himself. The story that was revealed by the ailing US Army Sergeant was intended for me.

I testify his story is true. I believe him. I have known men to die for many things in life, and they have revealed their most private secrets to me in their final moments; but not one of them died for a lie.

2009 What will it bring?

Another year is here... what will it bring?

Thus far it has been determined to usher in more pain into others live's... an impending divorce between Lelland and Janet... if he actually lives to see the day of the divorce with his health conditions deteriorating.

We both married into a family that kept us "on the outside... looking in." We identified that we were mere placement keepers, to be in a spot temporarily or at thebeck and call of their daughters... in an as needed state of existance. Never fully embraced, or intended to be part of the family.

This will be a 4th year of a wealthy clique ignoring in their view... a blight in the family... a down's syndrome child; while they accept infidelity, adultery, drug usage, and unbridled teenage sex under their roof.

I have been unemployed for over three years now.

My sole responsibility has been bringing a damaged little girl back to existance in a world that clearly doesn't want her... or for that fact even want me. To say this is a down moment for me would be an understatement; as Debi is locked away to face case #D0212006CR004670 in Division 4 I do not find a moment of satisfaction. She should be applauded... She clearly was willing to go to jail for her convictions and needs. Perhaps when one has reached a rope's end they should resolve to have the same conviction and outcome?

Christmas 2008 is coming! The X-Mas Card Campaign is at hand!

This is going to be a new twist in reaching those who ignore their flesh and blood.

Please Copy or Print the following... and mail to the following addresses:

Beth and Phillup Ballard
(Grand Parents, and 1/2 sisters Meagan and Madelein POTTER)
825 Carlson Drive
Colorado Springs, Colorado
80919

Billy and Sharron Meazell
(Grand Parents)
5922 WolfCreek Pl
Colorado Springs, Colorado
80918

Janet Meazell
(Aunt)
6430 Lange Drive
Colorado Springs, Colorado
80918



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Dearest

___ Child Abuser

___ Failed Grand Parent

___ Failed Sister Maddy ___ Failed Sister Meagan

___ Failed Aunt Janet


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Merry Christmas to a non-Christian.

Four years of being overlooked and ignored as a gift. This message is being sent to a family who surely needs to be reminded of God's gifts. The community of Colorado Springs, Colorado will also be reminded of your unwillingness to acknowledge Penelope in the Gazette.com, Blog Spot, and the various Internet Website search tools. FREE SPEECH!

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Fall 2008

Early November 2008...

We had an election and my candidate got non-selected which means my agenda and needs will go unfullfilled as we pursue a socialistic agenda that meets the needs of THEY... the infamous understated "THEY" who are now jumping up and down for their Messiah.

Personally I hope Obama fullfills all of dreams and aspirations of "THEY" as he taxes the wealthy; my ex in-laws to death. Maybe he will rape them of their wealth in totality in that they refuse to share any of their prosperity with their grand daughter. I hope the State of Colorado goes after them for their lacking healthcare provisions for their employees, and more.

On a side note: There is Karma after all. Deborah C. Meazell had to go into Penrose hospital for a failing heart... you'd possibly think I would be jumping up and down on this one in jubilant celebration... Not really. She remains the mother of my daughter... biological mother and non existant mother... sort of like the rest of the Meazell family. Capable of handling their other failings in life... like constantly cheating around on their husbands, wives, stealing from business partners ect...

Billy I left a message on your answer machine. (719) 287-1767 is my cell. You owe me a phone call in return.

Perspective...

Time has passed... I admit that I haven't given much thought to this matter as of late. When you are unemployed for going on 3 years... and living on beans and tortilla's to keep a roof over your head you really don't have any free time to give into the anger on your end.

Now we have a Republican VP candidate with a Down's Syndrome child!

Oh boy!

Maybe things will change in perspective?

It has been over a year and a half since I have spoken with my ex "Christian" father in Law. He will vote Republican this Fall for Sarah Palin. He will drive across town to the local voting booth to cast his vote but he won't make the effort to pick up the phone to call me at 719-287-1767 (Cell phone number)... the house phone has been shut off because I no longer can afford it.

My anger has returned.

I won't remain silent anymore...

Angels on Christmas

Merry Christmas 2008

Today is yet another day, one of the many such days added to those expressed earlier; of which your off spring, your shared wealth, and other accumulations gather about a beautifully decorated green tree to pretend that you are Christians observing nothing more than a historical reference.

You are not Christians!

You ignore this gift.




Penny Gayle is moving forward. As best as she can with the resources given to her. She isn't physically or mentally near the point of where she was when I had last seen her in March 2004 (prior to being denied access to my own home); back in March 2004 she was speaking sentences, answering questions, and openly attending to everyone around her. No! She isn't there yet. How could she ever be to that point after having endured what she went through? Imagine this scenario: Penelope being tossed down a flight of stairs and afterwards has her lovely head banged in by her own sister in anger after she had experienced being slapped around by her own mother for not feeding her.

Look at the videos! Analyze your hearts! We are witnessing a miracle.

A TRUE Christian MIRACLE.

Lawyer desired - Seeking malpractice for Denial of Healthcare

I am looking for a lawfirm.

I am the one man in the country who has a legal case; against DHS, and that of a healthcare professional couple (one a doctor, and one is a local hospital administrator). Denial of health care services to a special needs Down's Syndrome daughter.

She was starved.

She was beaten and has a scar on her head to prove it.

Law enforcement should have been called... by DHS, and by all of the involved parties who observed Penny on the day she was removed from the home. End of story.

Merry Christmas 2008

I was recently invited to a birthday party.

I found this invitation to be conflicting.

It involves my ex brother in law's son whom I have much affection for and an endearing closeness that remains even though there is strife and conflict within the extended family. This is proof that children are innocent and unwilling participants in family squabbles.

I decided to create a video that would address their lacking involvement. This video will shame them into rethinking their earlier positions.




First:

Nobody won in the divorce.

Your daughter Debi lives in the streets because she chose that for herself. I am not to blame for her choice's and ongoing lack of direction. My involvement in her life only delayed this inevitable choice and I refuse to accept any accountability for an act she is uniquely accountable and responsible for as a mother, as a daughter, and as a failed wife.

You enabled her.

You are knowledgable of the damage done to Penelope and you covered it up. There is a scar on her head that reflects physical damage that was accomplished by Debi, or one of the sisters who resided with her. I believe attempted murder took place by Debi... or by one of her sisters... and that YOU covered it up. No law enforcement was present when the children were taken into custody by DHS. No extensive written report was provided of the event that occured that day. Why not? Penelope was starved. Penelope was traumatized. I believe and assert the position that YOU covered up an act of attempted murder to protect your daughter and granddaughters.

I have a blood soaked area of concrete where the DNA continues to sit as evidence if an investigation must be pursued. It was discovered when the carpet was replaced throughout the home.

Now the whole truth has been layed out, and YOU know that I know.

March 2005 - Looking back

Penny with her favorite "Barney" doll.

Penny in a happy moment...

November 2007

Fall is here... the leaves are dropping from the trees, and the conclusion of another year is upon us. Thanksgiving will soon arrive with the joys of recognized bounty and giving; and no recognition will take place from other family members of this joyful gift.

I find it disturbing and perplexing that I could spend seven years of my life raising two granddaughters of theirs in my home... not of my bloodline, not of my loins, and not once did I complain. This act on my part is something that causes me to question their ability to give and love.

As we approach Thanksgiving let it be known that we give thanks to a God who takes care of even the smallest sparrow... but will one day pass judgement on those who ignore his gifts.

2007 marches on!

We conclude another Colorado summer in Colorado Springs, Colorado. We are all a year older, and moving towards a beautiful Fall in October. The experimentation in growing tomatoes in the back yard was a success, and the two plants that were transplanted on a whim produced some of the best Green Tomatoes you could purchase anywhere in the produce section.

I am now employed at a local re-entry center (Medium security prison) that houses some of the hopeful punished who will one day be returned back to our community. My efforts in participating in the Peterson Air Force Base Enlisted member rehabilitation program gave me enough introduction skills to be offered this latest opportunity. The compensation is nowhere near that of my prior efforts in the Space community but it keeps me busy and hopeful that in time something will become available that matches my earlier skill sets.

Penny is growing taller, she is also communicating and speaking a bit more. I will upload some pictures of her soon.

20 July 2007 - Pueblo, Colorado - Pueblo Motorsport Park

I have spent the better part of two months twisting wrenches on the Buick Grand National... it has endured the turmoils of assault by vandals (eggs were tossed at it on more than one occassion, mudballs and rocks are constantly found near it), and then there is the 1" golf ball sized "Hail" of Colorado's mother nature that has left it's share of dents all over it.

I drove the Grand National down to Pueblo, Colorado on 20 July 2007 to celebrate an early 46th birthday. I took it down the track four times. A legal venue for me to "drive it" as the Buick division intended.

The air was muggy after recent rain and increased 100+ degree air temps. It seemed to suck the performance out of many of the cars that attended that day. Many owners commented that they were 5 tenths or more slower in ET because of the humidity and heat soaked conditions. The best time out for the car was a 13.77 at 112 mph. Not bad for a car running low boost and a small 50 horse shot of nitrous. The car wasn't "raced" down the track... it was merely driven off the starting line from an idle. Not bad IMO.

Blessings over the house...

A family of Robins took over the entrance door way to our home.

I found solace in the fact that other birds were losing their flock which were situated in the trees surrounding the neighborhood... I would see the remains of their eggs carried away by the wind... tossed onto the asphalt below.

Shortly after this video was taken within two weeks the three offspring successfully flew off to meet the challenges of the world. The nest remains in place in the event the Robins elect to raise another brood before the warmer season is over.

Penny's mother seen....

I haven't seen Penny's mother in well over a year, and haven't heard any reports in regards to sightings of her from anyone in that same time period.

Enroute to a morning appointment on Friday I am at the corner of Nevada/Highway 25 (turning right onto Nevada Blvd off the highway exit) and low and behold I see a motorcycle with a redhead passenger on the back holding onto a caucasian "burley beast" of a man driving his red in color 1970's Honda.

Normally I have a cell phone with me with a camera capability. In this case I did not, and I can confirm that Debi is indeed still alive and FREE in society. She does have a Federal warrant out for her arrest, and she isn't occupying a jail cell. I kick myself now because that license plate on that bike surely could have given law enforcement the details they need to put her in her proper place.

I have yet to hear anything from the in-laws although I understand they recently had a family gathering. I encourage Leland to call me when events like this occur and to put me on speaker phone so I can relay how disgusted I am with them as human beings.

Last day of school - Venetucci Elementary - 25 May 2007

Video's uploaded of Penny's last day of 3rd Grade.


Penny absolutely enjoyed going to school at Venitucci Elementary. Due to the demands of the education system that I reside in the city of Fountain to allow her attendance of that school next year... the home is up for sale.

It is tragic that the home was trashed by her biological mother and her misguided hoodlum friends. Because I had to expend over $25K in repairing the home I cannot reduce the price on it for sale. Not without encurring additional financial loss on my part. My ex wife's actions are the gift that just keeps on giving - all in a negative way. She has negatively affected everything she has been associated with, or near.

I have attempted to seek some sort of connection with Penny's grand parents... and to this date I continue to hear nothing but silence from them.



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Please provide and share your experiences

I know there are other experiences out there.

Please feel free to share those experiences! I realize they may be emotionally trying, and horrible in nature... yet; we must get the news out that this agency is negatively affecting our kids.

I can be reached at Alvin_Arnold@Yahoo.com

You are encouraged to add your posts to this blog!

6 May 2007

Penny's Birthday - Age 9


Our precious sweetie had her 9th birthday today. As promised... numerous pictures and Videos!

May 2007

Some good news...

Penny has been returned to the home. She is no longer associated with the DHS system/organization. Of course this means that she must go to the bottom of the line to obtain any SSI benefits... another 1 1/2 year long wait to obtain such medical help from the State of Colorado.

Penny is going to be 9 years old on May 6th.

We are planning a birthday party for this weekend. I will take pictures and upload them to the blog/website. I don't anticipate any family involvement... thus far they are batting 100% in ignoring their granddaughter. I don't anticipate this to change any day soon.